Yin And Yang Reflected Confessions
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open up your mind

Do you even think about what you’ve done to me?

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2 months ago

intangible tree

i heard him

i swear i tasted him

i glared at the rays of sun through the crevices of the branches

the smell of tragedy never felt so sweet

i held on to the blanket so tight, wrapping myself in fear

it didn’t stop my desire for him

my eyes followed the roots overlapping layers that went so deep 

i’ve never been so intrigued 

the way he shared so much but never spoke

he gave so much but never received

his soul was lost, lost by how much he knew, he knew too much 

distance kept his pride, distance gave him power
 but if you looked closely his branches wallowed, his bark was hallow, his power and pride never gave him love

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1 year ago

everything

everything brings me tears these days
the way the sky gleems at me
the way that baby smiles without doubts
hours spent on nothing
hearing the rain hitting against the pavement
i’m forgetting reality 
what is real 
why are we here
listening to my favorite song
losing a simple game
remembering endless memories
watching death 
hearing your footsteps in my dreams
the way no one listens
how no one really knows you
the way the wind blows beneath me
those adventures spent on innocent encounters
believing in something, anything
everything brings me tears these days

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1 year ago

i smile there

i taste it in my dreams
i smile there 
in real life; it’s too risky
like a child running with scissors
i smile there
the way the silk sheets rub against my body
being caressed by fears
holding my heart in someone else’s chest
i smile there


 

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1 year ago

unknown desert

i feel so lost & unbalanced
walking through a desert of snow
it freezes my fingertips & i lose touch
takes over my mind; i feel nothing
i lay in a dark room filled with noise
hearing voices of nostalgia
i fear the unknown
 

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1 year ago

textured silence

lost between the clouds
of a shine less night
& the whispers of loud silence.
i smell the sun from a shadow of tomorrow.
no more words
without one last whiff of the wet pavements.
breathe the texture of unspoken thoughts.

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1 year ago

ironic

it’s ironic your generosity for the needy
while the ones who give, never receive from you
the way you pray & pray
& the way you deny;deny
you say we don’t listen
but your mouth never stops speaking
how you point & say whats wrong but never stop & change
it’s ironic that you love the flowers but never take the time to watch them grow

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1 year ago

forgotten

i seemed to be forgotten
you say you’re alone and nobody cares
when i am standing here
you seemed to have forgotten
i am your fucking best friend 

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1 year ago

perfect anxiety

as i lie there i think of perfection
the perfect place
the perfect moment
the perfect life
as i seize  to end this regarding thought
i flashback to when it was perfect
the memory flows beneath the waves
the clashing against the rocks  
my anxiety 
the running of thoughts like a waterfall
i read you like my favorite book
in search of why
but the answer will only be lies
ringing of bells echo in the distance
you’re gone now
 

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1 year ago

mad karma

mad karma
what have I done to deserve
so miserably awaken
by chattering cries
dead emotions
with alive thoughts
needless tensions
of shameless vengeance
silenced screaming of morals
detachment from the world
i speak so much
nothing is ever said
i have done too much
& have received nothing

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1 year ago